(+)\ (*_*) /(+)

Friday, March 28, 2008

Seems tt blog updating have turned into a weekly event now. So now i'm back in DOTA club. Amazing how things like to represent themselves in circles. Or maybe tt's jus my own perceived illusion. Oh well. So Tennis didn't want me cos i nvr played tennis b4, odac didn't want me cos i nvr went for the first trial, archery didn't wan me cos there was alrdy a long queue snatching any empty spaces. Which then leads to DOTA club, where the president accepted me once i gave him the application form, cos i was there for PAE, although i onli went twice for the entire PAE.

It's just too bad i can't go for the cambridge summer school(even though its summer, temperatures average from 9-23 degrees celsius) cos it was too expensive. But there's always the alternative, the CIP trip to cambodia. Hope the cost wun be too high. Anyone going? Btw i haf received the email for the rs alumni thing. Any one going for it? Dun really noe wat it's for but it sounds fun.

Went bac riverside to get my O'level certificate, n tt's the onli thing i gt. Seems tt tis year's testimonial was done by the MOE, so it isn't out yet. They better dun screw my testimonial up. Suddenly thinking of my 4/7 frens. Any of u interested for an outing? Maybe to the beach, or a game of pool or bowling, or maybe(or not) a movie. Interested tell me. My JC class quite dispersed, so everytime during breaks evryone will split up into groups, so im nt expecting to make any close frens there. But im nt worrying, since i get to observe my own mind during the break times when im eating alone. Nope there was no expression error in the sentence. I'm really observe my own mind. When i eat alone, random thoughts will jus pop up in my mind n then responses can jus randomly pop up again n this can go on n on, without me controlling it, until i finished eating n i need to use my brain to walk again.

Read my entire post over again n realised tt things are all over the place. Im jumping from topic to topic faster than the jumper. But hu cares ^.^ <-----Got this frm mahdi ^.^ ___________________________________________________________________

The void seems to react to my emotions.
But the reactions seem random.
Happiness begets void,
Yet it can also fill up void.
Is there a pattern to it?
Or is it just a perceived illusion?

Monday, March 24, 2008

Sorry ppl too long nvr blog liao.. Nt much time to blog. Plus i dun like to blog when my family is arnd to watch me blog, so i nvr blog for tis long.

Having a terrible headache now..........Must...Sleep....But cannot sleep....Need do homework T_T
Got GP, chi, GSC, math, PW T_T N the headache is preventing me from doing it... N evryday by the time i reach home so late liao. Then PE had to run like crazy. Tired T_T

Then there's the other problem. I nid money T_T I'm constantly spending money on food tt i can't save.. No the sch food is nt delicious or even very nice. It's jus tt im constantly hungry. I'm starting to think tt L is right by saying tt the human brain uses the most calories in the body. N i nid money to buy NDS game cards, BoA new album, n many other things T_T Things are getting very bad..

__________________________________________________________________

What is this fluctuation that I'm experiencing?
The void is acting strangely;
It is getting filled,
Yet emptied again.
It's a terrible feeling.
A rope of life,
That is heartlessly severed.
Things are getting intangible.
It's getting harder to reach them.
The void has started to attract negatives.
It is very hard to control.
Must things lie unreachable?
A faint warm light is emanating from around the corner.
Can it be the needed Change?
I hope it is.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Long time since i last blogged. Rarely able to touch the com in the hols, cos kept going out.

Monday went to lib with lp zp ken jl ray raph yogi thrina. Left halfway to go watch L: Change The World. Liked it very much. Though nt much of a plot, but kenichi matsuyama(L Lawliet) and mayuko fukuda(Nikaido Maki) can act very well. N i liked the ending, gave me a warm feeling. Note to self: Mus buy dvd when it comes out. Then after tt joined bac the lib ppl to go ken hse. Played mahjong =D Kept winning =D Then play until 7 then go eat then walk bac home tgt with the rest. Talked n talked n talked non-stop.

Tuesday went to book badminton court with raph jl ray. So we booked the court then we went to eat. After tt nth to do so we went raph hse play PS2. Also played until 7, then went home.

Wednesday play badminton with raph zp ken ray jl. We booked 2 courts from 1-3pm. Cos we called alot of ppl. But in the end onli 6 came. So we wasted one court -_- Arnd 2.45 suddenly mh n ding kai came. Apparently they booked the same court as us, jus tt it was 3-5. So after we ended we watched mh n ding kai play a match. Mh lost (O_O), suprisingly. So after tt we ate lunch/dinner (depends on ur definition) at 4. Then while walking home raph ken n zp played with the water on the (quite deserted) street -_- They were blocking the flow of water with their feet -_- N at times the water was so deep tt it covered their whole feet(really!).I haf photos proving tt, but too lazy to post them up =P So there they were having so much fun tt they refused to move no matter how much me n jl shouted at them to go =.= Then it started to rain. We were planning to walk home, but they play until rain, so we take bus.

Stayed at home on Thurs, but lazy to blog, so didnt blog =P Then today, Friday, I blogged. Parents coming bac very late tonight(Technically, its very early tmr morning). So tt's all for now.

I'm missing my National Geographic T_T
__________________________________________________________________

The void in my heart is getting stronger.
This feeling is terrible.
There are too many things that I want;
Too many things that I need.
They seem so near,
But yet they stay out of reach.
My heart lusts for adventure.
To escape this mundane world.
I want to go to worlds,
Where magic is more than just tricks.
Where people can fly with their own strength.
Is it possible?
Maybe it is.
I hope it is.
I shall await the day where the void in my heart is filled up,
And things are finally within my reach.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

My parents flew to china for a holiday yesterday night. Meaning tt im now alone with my bro n sis. N since they are usually out, im usually home alone. So anyone having any outings? Hols approaching soon =) Tt means mass lectures n early releases ending soon T-T SIAN AR...... I wan play tennis. They rejected me cos i nvr played b4 T-T NOOOOOOOOO..... Right now nth seems to be positive... Hope some gd things will come soon. Meanwhile, i shall play somemore games. N i seriously need money.. I wan to complete buy the rest of the 'His Dark Materials' Trilogy. I alrdy haf the first book 'Northern Lights'(aka the golden compass), now left 'the subtle knife' n 'the amber spyglass'.. I oso wan buy 'Airman' by Eoin Colfer(author of the excellent Artemis Fowl series) Btw these are all books if u dun realise. Then there's oso all the NDS games tt i wan... MONEY!!$$$$$$$$$$ I NEED!! T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Added 2 songs frm oban star racers. Somebody pls help me find the song 'waratteta'. It's the ending song of oban star racers. It's oso the first song tt u hear when u come to tis blog. Cldn't find any downloads for it. Ppl hu can find it for me will be greatly appreciated.